There's no use in trying
Because your efforts,
always come up short.

& i thought we were good
but you did it again
Your promises mean nothing
you'll never know my pain..

She hated the world
and she hated her life
so she turned to her savior
the sharp pointy knife

From my poem
One red rose*

Any day now, you will come walking through
and maybe, just maybe
I wont be there for you.
Then you'll know what it feels like
to be forgotten
let me tell you
it feels pretty f.u.c.k.i.n.g rotten..

Lying is the worst thing that you can do to a girl.
It'll make her cut herself in all these swirls and twirls.
Well thats what happend to me
and now i need the blade to end my misery..

Your my inspiration
Kelsey Brooks Lecours
R.I.P
- March 22nd, 2004

Everything goes on
and nothing ever changes
her life is a book full
of dark black pages..

How can you be so close
but so far away?
Love can make you fade away
in just one single day..

My secret is fatally gorgeous
i'd die for you.

A little less alone
because of this friend
it helps me put my misery
to its dreadful end.