Shes sorry about the way she treats him. Shes just been hurt to much and now all she seems to do is push people away . .

Here it comes again
The feeling that she needs to run away and not look back . . .

I know It could be so much worse
But It hurts lIke you cant ImagIne . .

They have no Idea wut Im goIng through
They just thInk they do . . .

She wunders why this happened and why it feels like she let you go when deep in her heart she never wanted to . . .

Shes suffering more then she lets anyone see . .

She knows she needs to tell him but she cant bare to break another heart . . .

The boy you want to love you doesnt but the boy you dont want to love you does.

Shes had other guys
Hes had other girls
She thinks of him
Wundering if he thinks of her . . .

So she holds back her tears
tells herself how much worse it could be
and moves on . . .