She hates knowing she cant help him and that he wouldnt even let her if she could.

And once again she lets herself get too
attached . . .

She doesn't know if she
Loves him or just likes him
Needs him or just wants him
All she knows is the feeling
She gets when she sees him
IS UNEXPLAINABLY AMAZING.

This thing between us
I cant even explain
But it kinda freaks me out
In that {its so different} way.

Its not that I dont lIke you
Its just that my best frIend lIkes you too
So you know that I just cant tell you
The way I truely feel . .

No matter how much i think im over you
These thought just keep coming back
About how much i really did love you.

I dont know if your my worst mistake or my best accomplishment.

She finally got what she wanted.
That boy who is sweet and funny and cute.
But theres this part of her that feels
He should be with someone else
Someone better than herself.

I think back on that night we spent together and i feel that longing sensation trying to over power me once again.

& she cried those heart wrenching tears . .