My past.
building up a wall...

I am love.
I am hate...

This is scary
you my heart carry...

As i stare up at my sealing
I'm thinking about the fact that you're leaving...

I miss you
can\\\'t believe it\\\'s really true...

Leave me alone, let me cry.
Step aside, watch me die...

Here's a little secret I shouldn't tell
take a look under my bed and you'll see hell...

You helped me see
You made me touch...

I wanna feel you against my skin once more,
against this I don\'t think there is a cure...

I cut myself so someone maybe would see
my pain and how alone I can be...