So close to this feeling once more
the pain and humiliation building...

Here I sit and stare in space
my empty life of a heartbeat's pace...

Desperately clinging to this dream
Fading into the shadows as I cling...

Lovely strands taunting me
beckoning me to the abyss...

Tears fall in the morning sun (x)
Life moves on with all haste (a...

Memories flowing through my mind
A clever disguise for the demons of my past...

Sometimes I wonder
how things would be...

You pretended to love me
you pretended to care...

I've kept it all inside
for so long...

Moments stand still inside my mind
Thoughts are reckless, interwined...

You tell me I have no choice
no mind of my own...

Do you think of me
when you're holding her hand...