This unbearable ache is haunting me again
willing me to fall and submit to the pain...

My temples are throbbing
my heart is no more...

Do you feel me lurking in the dark?
Unpredictable and hurt...

There were so many thing
I never had the chance to say...

Memories flowing through my mind
A clever disguise for the demons of my past...

So close to this feeling once more
the pain and humiliation building...

The sun falls and the shadows rise
giving a lesson that is meant to be heard...

You took my life
for four long years...

I'm closing myself up
locking it deep inside...

Lovely strands taunting me
beckoning me to the abyss...

I see the city lights shining from high above
lighting up this place...

I look at him and all I see
a secret sparkling in his eyes...