Friendships had altered
pain had sunk in...
Unspoken words,
the pain of an unforgotten past...
Forgotten and alone,
it's completely unfair...
It's all a lie
just a lie...
Hanging by a thread,
wishing for the day to end...
The laughter is gone
to be replaced by tears...
The same craving
dominating me again...
I've kept it all inside
for so long...
This unbearable ache is haunting me again
willing me to fall and submit to the pain...
If I screamed, would you hear my plea?
If I cried would you finally see me...
I'll push at you
I'll make you see...
You've fought so many times,
You'd of gladly gave your life...