I am a Friendly gurl and resently (not that resently like 3 years ago but it seems like yesturday) my parents got divorced and at first i thought that keeping my feelings bottled up inside would help (suprisingly the people that say it is better to express yourself and not keep your feelings bottled up were right ) but i was wrong so i started poetry in english and that's when i realized that poems helped express anger and depression and even stress so since then i have been writting poems about life love and divorce but also a few suicidle poems but that is besides the point and if councilers read this stuff i am fine and DO NOT need counciling counsilers give me nightmares.And somedays i feel abused cuz i have abusive friends (Not saying any names.........Ricki Kayla) I use to have this really close friend james and i dunno i guess i went what he considers emo or something im not to sure what it was anyway now he wnt even talk to me and im not sure what i did or whats wrong or anything and it is starting to confuse me |
I am free of you
you know it's true...
My dad he hates me
to everyone who does not see...
I am young
I am old...
It was fun
but now it's done...
Without him i am empty
Yet with him i am not full...
Reflecting on my life
i see my faults...
The screams
The shouts...
She was a true friend
together until the end...
The way i rite is an expression on how i feel i do...
love you all Marie...
You can die a slow painful death
you can burn in hell...
All the people who judge you are only jealous you have what they want, FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION, that you are not afraid to be who you are!!! |
Live your life to the fullest don't worry what others think about you because in the end it's your opinion that matters. |
Love makes living worth while if you find the right person |