I want out of this life
full of nothing but pain...

We go together like poprocks and coke
like a fat kid and a joke...

Life is hard sometimes
to deal with the lies...

Dealing with this stress is more than I can take,
And putting on this smile is more than I can fake...

Dear Nikk,
i cant take it anymore...

You looked at me
and told me you didn't really love me...

Daddy, how could you do that to me?
I was five years old, only a baby...

She looks like an angel whose fallen from grace
Shes heartbroken as tears fall from her face...

I went through hell this weekend
all for you my friend...

I don't know why they hate you
And I don't know what you did...

I love you so much
why cant you just see...

You wonder why I'm like this
you ask me not to cut...