Lost myself in an endless goodnight
Kept the time by the patterns of the street lights...

She's dying inside
as she tries to hide...

Dear Nikk,
i cant take it anymore...

You wonder why I'm like this
you ask me not to cut...

Life is hard sometimes
to deal with the lies...

Daddy, how could you do that to me?
I was five years old, only a baby...

Mommy, don't you wonder why?
Why I shut myself up in my room and cry...

We go together like poprocks and coke
like a fat kid and a joke...

I went through hell this weekend
all for you my friend...

I don't know why they hate you
And I don't know what you did...

WHY! thats all i can say
i can scream it in your face...

Dealing with this stress is more than I can take,
And putting on this smile is more than I can fake...