Its not that im afraid anymore -- im not. its just that im skeptical. im skeptical that things are going to be normal again. i doubt that we'll ever be the same. & i guess im afraid ill miss who we were.

I quit. im over you. i fell so hard.
i was always there when you needed
to talk to someone.
im tired of being just a friend or chasing
you. so if you want me, im here, but im
done wasting all my time on someone
who doesnt care.

You may have created my past & fu.cked up my present
but no way in hell are you gonna have control over my future

Im not that good of a person.
i make mistakes. i have regrets.
i act alot smarter than i really am.
i cry. i laugh way too loud when
something isnt really that funny.
& sometimes the mean things people
say about me can really get to me.

That was my last call to you.
I’m over and done with trying to impress you.
If you want me, want anything to do with me;
then you’ll have to come after me yourself.
I’m Done Chasing After You.

Im not perfect & i dont live to be
but before you start pointing fingers,
make sure your hands are clean

& here she goes again--
she swallows her tears,
with her heart on her sleeve,
puts on her fake smile,
and acts like the girl everyone
else wants her to be.

Pathetic isn't something I would normally call myself,
but looking back I'm ashamed at how blind I really was.

She's classy unlike all the other girls. She knows herself and she knows she's not perfect,
but she spends her time having fun and doing the best she can with what she's got.

Talk is like thunder;
loud and harmless
- law and order