I know what its like to want to die
how it hurts to smile.
how you try to fit in but you cant
how you hurt yourself on the outside
to try to kill the pain on the inside

There are two great days in a person’s life.
The day they’re born, and the day they figure out why.

And you ask why I haven't talked to you;
Well maybe it's because you slowly pushed me out of your life.
I'm glad you're finally noticing.

The beauty in this world isnt hidden,
we just dont open our eyes to see it.

Im not that good of a person.
i make mistakes. i have regrets.
i act alot smarter than i really am.
i cry. i laugh way too loud when
something isnt really that funny.
& sometimes the mean things people
say about me can really get to me.

You may have created my past & fu.cked up my present
but no way in hell are you gonna have control over my future

I quit. im over you. i fell so hard.
i was always there when you needed
to talk to someone.
im tired of being just a friend or chasing
you. so if you want me, im here, but im
done wasting all my time on someone
who doesnt care.

I'm the kind of girl that laughs at her mistakes,
so pardon me if I laugh in your face

Unless youve lived my life, dont judge me. because you dont know, never have, & never will know every little thing that ive been through.

All I'm asking for is one day together.
[ Just you and me, all alone. ]
And if you can honestly tell me that you don't feel anything
for me after that day, I'll finally let you go. <|3