These are feelings and events leading up to the...
I took a trip to Edisto...

I awoke to the sound of
Waves crashing on the shore...

I awoke the next morning
and i unpacked the car...

"Giving Up"
You love pushing me around...

Hey Mom,
Im sorry it's been so long...

I've been called a menace,
I've been told i don't belong...

I miss my cupcake
where has it gone...

If this ol' earth could talk.
What do you think it would say...

Lord let nothing appeal to me...
That does not appeal to you...

There once was a man
who had a dream...

I'm just a normal kid,
with a bleak out look on life...

He was on the SWAT team
for almost 30 years...