I cut my wrist and wipe the tears from my eyes
That moment of bliss was just one big lie...

They say tough luck its life
But it don’t have to be this way...

I don't know what is going on or where my life is...
but i do know that forever in my heart you are...

So what your a jock
So what everyone thinks you rock...

For i had a dream and woke up in fright
For the place i had been in all through the night...

I see you at the top
But these stairs never stop...

I've been cold hearted and left alone
I can see it now it's in my zone...

How could you let someone not get close to your...
Makes you wish you never had it start...

Things are getting better after all
I never thought I would stop the fall...

Some body help me help me now
Before I end this life some way some how...

My heart is slowly darkening losing blood
Dripping so fierce causing a flood...

I got a wake up call from hell today
If i do not change I will have hell to pay...