It's been a month,
Since i last made a mark...

I've learnt that cutting,
Doesn't solve the problem...

He's growing up so fast,
Changing everyday...

The nightmare of tomorrow,
Exist in you and me...

I used to dream of rainbows,
And things that make me smile...

I want to cut,
I want to bleed...

Get out of my life,
I can deal with my own problems...

I used to hold you while you cried,
I used to know when you lied...

I want to cry,
I want to scream...

How could you stab me in the back,
And say all those things you said...

Looking in the mirror,
She See's a different girl...

I love you too much to hurt you,
But that's all I seem to be able to do...