Tossing and turning,
As the nightmares come flooding in...

She was going to be my brides maid,
She was going to be my best friend...

It's not easy being me,
Especially this time of year...

I used to hold you while you cried,
I used to know when you lied...

Once upon a time,
There was a happy girl...

Pain is when your mother is taken to hospital in...
Pain is when you're the only one crying when she...

My head is spinning with the things I need to say,
Only the last time I spoke the truth, I got sent...

Paint me a picture,
Paint it with my blade...

Dressed in black clothing,
With long sleeves covering my scared arms...

You bring your head on a wall,
Because you get so angry...

We are so close,
Yet such strangers...

Pretend you're a girl,
With alot of pain...