I HATE YOU!!!
I want to make you feel every ounce of hurt I feel...

Six feet below the surface
I can still make out you face...

To think it will be 6 years
And our whole lives will alter soon...

Know one understands me
Know one knows why I act the way I do...

I sit here trying to stay sane
Playing loud music to drown my hate for you...

I trusted you with my life
15 years of growing to know you...

For 22 years all I've wanted was someone to count...
Someone to just let me be me...

To be second best, just isn't enough for a girl...
I have sat around and watched...

I hate you, yet I love you
Every part of me wants to leave...

Writing down something
that would be said...

Since that first day
The day Your blue eyes caught mine...

Ashamed of who I am
Hate all that is around me...