I HATE YOU!!!
I want to make you feel every ounce of hurt I feel...

I sit here trying to stay sane
Playing loud music to drown my hate for you...

To think it will be 6 years
And our whole lives will alter soon...

For 22 years all I've wanted was someone to count...
Someone to just let me be me...

Know one understands me
Know one knows why I act the way I do...

To be second best, just isn't enough for a girl...
I have sat around and watched...

I hate you, yet I love you
Every part of me wants to leave...

Writing down something
that would be said...

I trusted you with my life
15 years of growing to know you...

Since that first day
The day Your blue eyes caught mine...

Ashamed of who I am
Hate all that is around me...

Six feet below the surface
I can still make out you face...