I trusted you with my life
15 years of growing to know you...

For 22 years all I've wanted was someone to count...
Someone to just let me be me...

I am the one that is sick of this place
I am the one who left what I had for this...

I HATE YOU!!!
I want to make you feel every ounce of hurt I feel...

I hate you, yet I love you
Every part of me wants to leave...

To think it will be 6 years
And our whole lives will alter soon...

I sit here trying to stay sane
Playing loud music to drown my hate for you...

To be second best, just isn't enough for a girl...
I have sat around and watched...

Six feet below the surface
I can still make out you face...

Since that first day
The day Your blue eyes caught mine...

Know one understands me
Know one knows why I act the way I do...

Ashamed of who I am
Hate all that is around me...