I wrote this in October of 2004.. and am just...
for all the empty emotions...

I'm going to cry
until my eyes wont anymore...

Sitting here
crying myself to sleep...

She hates always being sad
she hates always crying...

All this pressure
that\'s building up inside...

Why does it hurt
when you cry...

The little girl
sits just there...

I keep my pain
deep inside my heart...

I promise to do my best
and i promise not to lie...

All these mixed emotions
running through my head...

My body is stained
with my blood filled tears...

I secretly ask myself
is this for real...