Have you ever felt as if no matter how much you reach out to someone they won't grab your hand...

1 cut, 2 cut, 3 cut, 4,
now I’m falling on the floor
5 cut, 6 cut, 7 cut, 8,
the world just filled with hate.
9 cut,10
You won’t see me again……

Im not pretty enough to be an actress,

not thin enough to be a model,

not smart enough to be a lawyer,

But to my friends I am Perfect.

I just wanna be that lil six year old girl again, the one that the only thing that broke my spirt was when I fell and scaped my knee...the my mom would kiss me and make me feel all better...

The tears will never fade away, but maybe I will...

These cuts mean thousands more than what I can say in words...

Just having someone is better then no one...

Hiding depression by hiding myself...

All i can do is hide my tears away by smiling and a little makeup, but truly I need them to go away...

Im happy, until I get home...