& i know you love me

i just don't think you love me enough.

& I want to pick up my phone and answer your call, but I want even more for you to know how I feel when you ignore me.

& sometimes, I don't need you to be my prince charming. I don't need you to rescue me.

Sometimes, all I need is for you to sit there, quiet on the other end of the phone, listening to me cry.

Sometimes, I wish I was as broken outside as I am inside just so someone could see what I'm going through.

&nd it seems so silly now
but, at one point,
just hearing your name
took my breath away.

So when you're looking over her coffin
with tears streaming down your face
remember that it's all your fault
she was dying in the first place.

& it's all because you couldn't love her
that she's making goals that will only hurt her.

-Carissa-

I was kinda hoping you'd be my everything
while you were coming to the conclusion that I'll never be your anything.

-Carissa-

& she'll lean over the toilet
and spill out her guts
cause she's got this idea in her head
that she'll |NEVER|BE|ENOUGH|

-Carissa-

& she had never felt uglier than when he looked her in the eyes and said, "you just aren't my type."