&& I'm so [[broken]]
that it gets to the point where
I don't want to ((gotosleep))
because I'll ||just|| have to
__wakeupwithoutyouagain__

-Carissa-

I've finally lost track
of how many days
and hours
and minutes
and seconds it's been since you left.
It's all adding up, now...

((you'vebeengoneforforever))

-Carissa-

&& it's when you finally leave
that she totally breaks down,
hugging her knees
and crying her eyes out
until they're red and swollen.

((soshe'sbeenwondering))

_____ifyoucouldstickaround____

-Carissa-

&& sometimes, she laughs it off
like how you broke her heart was ((nobigdeal))

__butthat ' sonlywhenyou ' rearound__

-Carissa-

&& I'm so [[broken]]
that it gets to the point where
I don't want to ((gotosleep))
because I'll ||just|| have to
__wakeupwithoutyouagain__

-Carissa-

[[ a n d ]] it's plain to see that
I can fake a smile and laugh out loud
with the best of them.

-Carissa-

I [[w i s h]] I could ((takeaway))
your __seaofpain__
but, \a s y o u c a n s e e/
||I'm in over my head||

-Carissa-
A quote written by my bestfriend.

[[a n d]] I'm just about ready
((togetonmyknees)) and __beg__ for

\\\\\\\another chance///////

-Carissa-

&& I wondered why we weren't like them. Why you didn't hold my hand in public. Why you didn't kiss me in front of your friends. Why you hardly acknowledged me in front of [[her]]. It only just now hit me...

((younevercared))__didyou?__

-Carissa-

&& I'm just sitting here
with nothing left to do
cause everything I wanted,
when you left, you took with you.

-Carissa-