You don't have to ((LIE)), boy.

I can see ||STRAIGHTTHROUGHYOU||

-Carissa-

You look at me like I'm a monster;;
because I'm too afraid to tell you::
that I ..::cried::.. too.

-Carissa-

&& I've resorted to writing every quote
((ABOUTYOU))
hoping, M A Y B E , by chance,
you'll come across one
and you'll [f i n a l l y] know
how BIG of a jackass you were.

-Carissa-

So what if it wasn't love?
All that matters is that you had the time of your life with someone who actually cared.

-Carissa-

&& i confess ;;
i miss your smile more than I miss

||my own||

-Carissa-

&& he's got this little way
of pretending he cares ;;

-Carissa-

||here's my confession ;;
I never learned my lesson||

-Carissa-

&& you can tell me to leave
and lie to me and rip my heart into a million bloody pieces, scattered on the cold hard ground...

and I think I'd still love you.

-Carissa-

&& I'm just sitting here
with nothing left to do
cause everything I wanted,
when you left, you took with you.

-Carissa-

&& I wondered why we weren't like them. Why you didn't hold my hand in public. Why you didn't kiss me in front of your friends. Why you hardly acknowledged me in front of [[her]]. It only just now hit me...

((younevercared))__didyou?__

-Carissa-