&& everytime you look at me, it makes me want to scream.

-Carissa-

&& the scars keep re-opening because you keep (( c o m i n g b a c k )) to my m..i..n..d

-Carissa-

You told me we were through
and all we were was a lie.
You asked if we could still be friends...
but... honestly, I'd rather die...

-Carissa-
A sucky quote.. >> >

&& everytime you ask if I'm okay...

It just reminds me... [[I ' M N O T]]

-Carissa-

So stop calling me and start pretending we never were.

I've wanted nothing to do with you
since you wanted everything to do ((withher))

-Carissa-

&& if you were really (( s o r r y )) you wouldn't have hurt me [[i..n t..h..e f..i..r..s..t p..l..a..c..e]]

-Carissa-

&& the only reason I knew that you didn't really love me is that after you said, "I love you" you mouthed her name.

-Carissa-

&& if your heart isn't beating faster and your palms aren't sweating and you aren't stuttering over your words...

I know you don't really love me.

-Carissa-

I'm trying so hard
to get you to see
that all I need is you
and all you need is me

-Carissa-
*from my poem*

&& I'm just waiting for you to turn around, look me in the eyes, and say those words I keep wishing to hear. {{..::.::I still love you::.::..}}

-Carissa-