&& I've resorted to writing every quote
((ABOUTYOU))
hoping, M A Y B E , by chance,
you'll come across one
and you'll [f i n a l l y] know
how BIG of a jackass you were.

-Carissa-

So what if it wasn't love?
All that matters is that you had the time of your life with someone who actually cared.

-Carissa-

&& sometimes, it takes LAUGHING when you see him with someone else ;;
SMILING when he waves to you ;;
and WALKINGAWAY when he tells you he's missed you -- Because there is NOLIMIT to how many times ONEBOY can break your heart.

It wasn't as hard as I thought it would be to see you again ;; but it hurt like hell to see you (( w i t h h e r ))

-Carissa-

And& I almost swear I taste your lies when you kiss me.

-Carissa-

It's just that Notebook, Imagine Me & You, Something About Mary, Slums of Beverly Hills, Edward Scissorhands, Grease kind of ((HEARTBREAK))

-Carissa-

He's got the (( N E R V E )) to admit he loves you ;;
so [[ W H Y ]] can't you say it back?

-Carissa-

I'm trying to make you believe me when I say:
I'm fine; and
Yeah, sure, we can still be friends.
I'm trying so hard
because I want to believe me, too.

&& It's getting to the point where:
It kills me to be with you;;
and it kills me to be away from you.
I just [havetodecide] WHICH HURTS MORE.

I'm coming up on sober now;
but I'm still drunk enough to
drive to your house
and throw rocks at your window.

(from my poem "I Wrote This Song For You")