Her head hung low
and, at once, he knew
that all she had lied
had become true.
When he asked why,
she instantly concured,
"I love you...
Like you love her."

-Carissa-

You keep telling me
to smile a little more;
that everyone is waiting,
and I'm who they're waiting for;
But I shake my head
and look you in the eyes
and, before I can stop, I whisper,
"Follow your own advice."
-Carissa-

&& before you go off making more promises...
learn to keep the ones you've

((alreadymade))
-Carissa-

&& you can tell me to leave
and lie to me and rip my heart into a million bloody pieces, scattered on the cold hard ground...

and I think I'd still love you.

-Carissa-

&& I'm just sitting here
with nothing left to do
cause everything I wanted,
when you left, you took with you.

-Carissa-

&& I wondered why we weren't like them. Why you didn't hold my hand in public. Why you didn't kiss me in front of your friends. Why you hardly acknowledged me in front of [[her]]. It only just now hit me...

((younevercared))__didyou?__

-Carissa-

[[a n d]] I'm just about ready
((togetonmyknees)) and __beg__ for

\\\\\\\another chance///////

-Carissa-

I [[w i s h]] I could ((takeaway))
your __seaofpain__
but, \a s y o u c a n s e e/
||I'm in over my head||

-Carissa-
A quote written by my bestfriend.

[[ a n d ]] it's plain to see that
I can fake a smile and laugh out loud
with the best of them.

-Carissa-

&& I'm so [[broken]]
that it gets to the point where
I don't want to ((gotosleep))
because I'll ||just|| have to
__wakeupwithoutyouagain__

-Carissa-