&& sometimes, she laughs it off
like how you broke her heart was ((nobigdeal))

__butthat ' sonlywhenyou ' rearound__

-Carissa-

&& it's when you finally leave
that she totally breaks down,
hugging her knees
and crying her eyes out
until they're red and swollen.

((soshe'sbeenwondering))

_____ifyoucouldstickaround____

-Carissa-

I've finally lost track
of how many days
and hours
and minutes
and seconds it's been since you left.
It's all adding up, now...

((you'vebeengoneforforever))

-Carissa-

&& I'm so [[broken]]
that it gets to the point where
I don't want to ((gotosleep))
because I'll ||just|| have to
__wakeupwithoutyouagain__

-Carissa-

You're so ||guilty||
it's ((disgusting))

-Carissa-

[[a n d]] it's so ((hard))
to say ||no||
when it feel so __good__
to scream ::yes::

-Carissa-

||here's my confession ;;
I never learned my lesson||

-Carissa-

&& he's got this little way
of pretending he cares ;;

-Carissa-

&& i confess ;;
i miss your smile more than I miss

||my own||

-Carissa-

I miss the good 'ol days when barbie was the queen of the block and Crayola was the only type of crayon.

||I miss not having to worry about broken hearts||

-Carissa-