I'm sick of hurting
sick of crying...

So sad
can't stop crying...

I'm happy on the outside
but what no one knows...

You make me wanna cry with every line
Why don't you just be faithful...

Whats wrong with me?
Why do i hate myself...

I love the way you look at me
I love the way you stare...

I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the way you look at me...

I don't wanna be alive
All i wanna do is die...

Why do i do this?
Why do i hurt myself...

I tell you i love you everyday
You reply back the same way...

I need the blade
To stop the pain...

I thought you were perfect
But i couldnt deal with all the lies...