Corruption...
Mind's decay...
Written letters,
making up words...
This tragedy has befallen us,
The one we feared...
"Everything black
no meaning to life"...
As I hold her close
I hear her heartbeat...
The anger
the flash of frustration...
Love is complex
full of questions...
I have seen you in my dreams
you are the angel who aids me...
Should I write again,
Should I express my feeling...
My feelings for you ,
Should be so obvious...
As I hold this picture of you
I gaze and wonder how...
As I hear the words
I feel my heart ripping...