"i hate him" i say.
"I LOVE HIM" my heart says.

I always thought you would be the one to catch me when i fall, now it seems like you would be the one to push me.

I dont know why i still love you when all you love is seeing me cry

I look at you, smile and say im fine then i turn around and wonder why you can never be mine?

Her smile is the mask she must forever hide behind.

"i love you" he lied.

&& when i saw you both together, something was forever lost, youll never realise what losing me will cost.

You have no idea how i am feeling the pain just isnt going away i know i said that i would fight it i just cant see any other way i have tried so hard to be strong but now i dont care that much
i dont know if i can stand it im just not tough enough

How come even after you hurt me, i still would do anything to be back in your arms?

You ask me about my past.
i raise my wrist for you to see.