Why is it that one minute its love and the next its over?

Sick of being there for everyone but me.

Just because she looks okay,
doesnt mean she is..

So tired of being here..

She hides behind lies,
so you dont see the truth.

~my life is such a beautiful disaster~

Im sorry for being me.

Starvation fills a void inside when it's approval from u i crave. The desire for food is gone and u are there again... yelling... so negative. Times like this are filled with the pounding urge to run far away and disappear.

~from an anorexic site

Lost in the darkness of my own circumstances, critcizing echoes leave me awake in the night... the barrier and blockades that keep me safe and in control while i pretend im okay...

~from an anorexic site

Emotions control me... make me hide in a safe place of silence... my mind stays distant from what my heart feels. if i say it, it's real... so i say nothing.

~from an anorexic site