You make me hate myself more than anyone i know
do you want me in your life or do you want me to...

Words can't express the person i really am.
From what you see, your view of me can be exact...

I didn't even know you;didn't even know your name.
but you were already, turning on your game...

Hidden behind a mask that only knows how to smile
a smile thats been broken for quiet a while...

In every strand of lyric
in every single song...

It's amazing how well i can cover it up
Now one knows i go home and cry so much...

Just cry i say it will make it all better
but why? theres no reason to make my cheeks any...

In a world where no ones nice
my luck is a one with a pair of dice...

You site there and laugh
I sit here and cry...

I begged and pleaded
but i still feel so unneeded...

I try so hard not to show when you smile at me
my feelings are clear, and easy to see...

Darkness and cold showers
punishing myself or not understanding your powers...