&& if only the tears would stop running down my face;
then maybe then everything would be in the right place.

Your nice to me but i go home and cry;
how come your nice but i still wanna die

You used to just make me cry
but now you make me wanna die
not just sometimes but everyday
people ask but i tell them i'm okay
but only if i could tell myself that "okay" is true
then maybe my life woulnd't seem so blue....

&& i looked for a guy who was nice and in touch wiht his feelings
but then i found out they all had [boyfriends] already

She was just that quiet girl with a big dream
and he was the cute boy who crushed them

You look at me and i smile
but if only you knew that smile couldn't be any faker

I'm the SISTER keeping the tears away.
I'm the DAUGHTER pretending I'm ok.
I'm the BEST FRIEND acting like every things alright.
But I'm ME when i cry myself to sleep at night.