Going through a life, living a lie
Not yet ready, to say goodbye...

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will...

I don't tell you my secrets,
My trust comes at a cost...

You really think this smile is real
well theres the proof you don't know me that well...

I cover my face
I'm trying to hide...

Suicide, suicide, let me cry
Suicide, suicide, let me die...

Im dying on the inside
I can't take the hurt no more...

I wish that i could trust you
i wish that i would dare...

You are dead its not a game
you have died and I'm to blame...

Why did you not notice
Her teddy was an unusual shade of red...

My Dearest Wife:
its been almost six months now...

There once was a man
a young girl too...