You hurt me, but i'll try to ignore,
but when it beceomes to much for me, ill lay dead, in blood on the floor

Shove the blade in my arm
hoping it causes enough harm
to let me leave and stop the pain, cause my love for you, you used as a game

The girl, she is not pretty
suicide is somthing she can forsee
deep inside she wants to die
but also wishs to be free
but what others do not understand
is that sad young girl is me

*if you let me f_a_l_l*
i will b l a m e /myself/

To my parents
stop pretending that you care, you havent for the past 15 years so why start now?

The wishes of death
my last breath
since he left
ive got nothing left

This feelings are new
im feeling so blue
i slowly dying since i lost you

See this Blood?
you put is here
Your Hurt, Your Word
Your thrill, My fear

Its so funny that you believe this smile
cause its so obvious its fake
and i can thank my mom for this
cause shes cause my heart to break

And i miss you
and i need you
and i want you
since you left me