I love the way you take my hand,
look into my eyes and stop to stand...

The pain I feel,
It's fust unreal...

Just a heads up, I found this in a VERY old...
I watch you talk...

If I could only go back.
What would I change...

You, you took away all that I had
you destroyed me inside and out...

I'm on this train again,
moving forward with no stopping...

Depressed beyond words she reaches for her journal...
"Goodbye cruel world, may I rest in...

Written October 1 2004
A white sheet of paper...

A dozen roses arrived at a doorstep today
attached was a small, handwritten note...

It ends today, this life I know.
For I feel I just need to leave...

What happens when you are numb?
when life shreds every little hope out of you...

Look at you.
Where's your smile...