We began as one, just you and me,
You said we're done; you said I'm free...
Everything we have been through,
Everything that is to come...
If I stop then I'm a coward,
If I fight then I'm to fail...
All these thoughts driving me insane;
Rip out my heart for it causes me pain...
You push and push until I break,
I've had all that I can take...
Love embracing dark despair,
Bleeding from the razored air...
All of my dreams vanish into thin air,
Of all my friends only few seem to care...
Everything changes all so fast,
Many things becoming part of the past...
One tear, two tear, three tear, four,
All these tears I can't ignore...
An angel burning into ashes,
Wings all bloody from the lashes...
One of my poems i wrote in jail about an ex-lover...
I'll give you all you ever wanted...
She is living in the next Jihad,
She was fallen when she turned on God...