I was thinking about what use to be
then a tear came from my eye...
You say you jus want to be friends
Then the next day you say you wanna be more...
I dont want to do this anymore
i am tired of getting hurt...
I thought that I would be happy for u
But all I can do is cry...
Its funny how u didnt think i would find out
about all your secrets and lies...
I was sitting in my room
wanting to die...
I tried so hard to tell you
but the words jus wouldnt come...
Do u remember before
when we used to fight...
Im trying not to cry
and holding the pain inside...
You walked past me
like we were never in love before...
You say you arent in the mood to talk
but i have something very important to say...
I sit here
tryin not to cry...