Why is it when i need you the most,
you never seem to be able to be there...

The heart clings onto memories
whether your mind wishes to keep...

Changed the crowd you were with,
& i took you for granted...

Free fall
let it all go down...

She lying here
eyes wide open...

Warm tears stream down her face,
once looking for her long embrace...

I'm drowning in dark blue
slipping into jet black...

Sometimes... in the grass alone
i lay my porcelain armor to shield my eyes...

Slow-paced inhales,
lids opening slowly...

Keep you guard up and maybe
you can make it out alive...

I'm losing all I've got left
losing my friends...

Has beens
crashed into a black hole of emptiness...