I haven't told you that there are days when all I do is think of you. I can't even sleep cause when I close my eyes I only see you.

Maybe they were right. Maybe I do mean absolutely nothing to you!

Looking around me I see my family, I see my friends but I never see you.. You say that you will always be there for me but when I really need you I can never seem to find you.

There are days when all I feel like doing is giving up.. But I know that even though today is a bad one tomorrow will be better and knowing that I have people that will still be there by my side tomorrow. That's what gets me through the bad days.

And now I'm trying to imagine how I lived my life without you before we met.

Just know that you will always be my best friend no matter if we don't speak for months or years I will always be here.

And if he hasn't committed to you by now, he never will.

(Actual convo)

In the end, the only person you can rely on is yourself

I'm struggling to pull myself together, I think i'm falling apart and the only thing I can do is let it happen and hope someone is there to hold me together

What do you see in me?
Even when I'm crying my eyes out you still manage to look at me and say that i'm beautiful . <3