And you know what scares me the most . . That even if you cheat on me, I'd still take you back cause my life just isn't the same without you, no matter what. |
I know how to be your friend and your enemy but nothing else |
& I'll be your friend because that's all you've taught me to be, that's all I was worthy of |
And I'm no one special. I'm just the silly girl who thought her boy could change |
We take one step forward and two steps back |
The day you stop judging yourself is the day you stop caring what other people think of you |
One day I looked up and there you were, like a simple question looking for an answer |
One day soon I'll turn away from you and act like we've never met, so take this seriously, one more chance |
& Maybe I don't deserve better, |
After a while it's no longer a let down, it just becomes like second nature. It doesn't even hurt anymore. |