I drink you not to get drunk, but to forget;
downing the peppery, red liquid...

I lay there looking up. The ceiling is white,
peeling paint; showing a crack (or two...

Half dead willows, fluttering in the breeze,
by a dull lifeless stream trickling of stagnant...

Looking around the room
So many memories here...

How long does it take
a day, a month, or even a full year...

Twenty Twenty was meant to be my year.
You know, the one where I worked it all out...

My Dearest Jinxy,
The moment we met is forever etched in my mind...

Happiness is an emotion rare to find
Especially deep inside such a dark soul...

Vacation time has come
Eating my way through...

Packing bags again
ready to leave, all alone...