Who am I you may ask
I am an angel...

Today I realised its happened.
You’ll never message me back...

Falling through the earth to the darkness below
As if it were a clear night with no lights...

Unable to sleep
On a heated summers night...

Workaholic, insane and crazy
Are some of the words used...

The empty bottles sitting on the counter top
Reminding me of the eventful night before...

Happily laying my head to rest
On my pillow, only the best...

A cold shiver shakes me to my core
Tries to knock on my hearts door...

You were more than a friend,
We were closer than family...

Trust
I don't give it up easily...

Shall I carry thee to the car to sit?
Thou art heavy and thou weigh mine wrists down...

This is just a mess of words - not even poetry...
This year hasn't been the best, for any of us...