Christmas is children
Happily opening presents and...

You made me a vow
At the time I thought I’d never forget...

Body shaking ever so slightly
Blood rushing through the veins...

The bile rises up
To the back of my dry throat...

I will die slowly
Stuck inside my own body...

Silent tears running down her face
each droplet leaving a shimmering trail...

This year my valentine is special
Someone I hold close...

Weekends are becoming difficult to bear
The smile on my face is getting harder to wear...

Love, lust or just sex.
Why do I read into things...

Why is it when I talk you can't hear me,
yet when you want to talk, I have to listen...

Yesterday, I awoke
to a world that was shaken...

Darkness surrounds the stars at midnight.
Shadows are cast over the earth from moonlight...