Christmas is the only time of year
he comes and visits me...
Dead on the outside
slowly dying inside too...
Cuddles with my cats
on a freezing winter night...
A special day, July 14th.
A day of fun and celebration...
History has been made
We are no longer left behind...
I need to care less;
turn off ALL my emotions...
From the outside looking in
It may seem like a slight shake...
Friendship to me is something that comes in a...
Not quarters, halves or thirds...
You gave birth to me;
then left me alone one day...
Sometimes I am so full of self-doubt
I allow myself feel the Worlds pain...
Looking downwards, I see my own mistake
The white carpet now soaked in red liquid...
Struggling to take a breath as walls crumble in
Deafening silence as the ground grows closer...