Twenty Twenty was meant to be my year.
You know, the one where I worked it all out...

My Dearest Jinxy,
The moment we met is forever etched in my mind...

Happiness is an emotion rare to find
Especially deep inside such a dark soul...

Vacation time has come
Eating my way through...

Packing bags again
ready to leave, all alone...

This is just a mess of words - not even poetry...
This year hasn't been the best, for any of us...

Once again it's here
Death is standing at the door...

As I
S...

Love, lust or just sex.
Why do I read into things...

My alcoholism
controls everything I do...

I need to care less;
turn off ALL my emotions...

So one look at the bottle
I decided now is the time...