I lay there looking up. The ceiling is white,
peeling paint; showing a crack (or two...

I drink you not to get drunk, but to forget;
downing the peppery, red liquid...

Men are idiots!
We don't need them any ways...

Once again I failed
To keep a promise I made...

Today I woke up happy
Yesterday I didn't get sad...

You gave birth to me;
then left me alone one day...

A long day
Begins the same as others...

I wish I could be happier.
I wish I wasn't on meds...

Deeplydesturbed
Depressed and friendly, yet sad...

Friends
Honest, cheerful...

Stephen
Helpful, caring...

My skin is beginning to rip,
my blood begins to drip...