I can’t take much more
All this death at my front door...
From the outside looking in
It may seem like a slight shake...
Advice is given,
but rarely is self-taken...
Someone has told me
it's my time for happiness...
Years of therapy
helped me realise that only...
You were more than a friend,
We were closer than family...
Ideas of dying
have long been replaced, all while...
On a lonely path one must take
Waiting for ones soul to break...
A soul cracks into two
Much like a tree; struck upon by lightning...
This year my valentine is special
Someone I hold close...
Friendship to me is
Having someone’s back...
Sometimes I am so full of self-doubt
I allow myself feel the Worlds pain...