How long does it take
a day, a month, or even a full year...

I hear my phone
It rings so violently...

I made a promise,
one I tried hard to keep...

After such a secret is off my chest
Why is sleep still hard to find...

We start out as a tiny bean
A little gift from a heaven...

Weekends are becoming difficult to bear
The smile on my face is getting harder to wear...

I see many faces,
Some smiling...

Christmas is children
Happily opening presents and...

"Children run and
hide away...

Body shaking ever so slightly
Blood rushing through the veins...

Lonely nights filled with darkness
shadows swiftly move across the room...

It is freezing cold.
I can't fall asleep like this...